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i'm scared to death...!!!

nk nyanyi lagu ni~~~

I WILL SURVIVE - CAKE

At first I was afraid, I was petrified.
I kept thinking I could never live without you by my side.

But then I spent so many nights,
Just thinking how you'd done me wrong.
I grew strong,
I learned how to get along.

And so you're back
From outer space.
I just walked in to find you here
Without that look upon your face.
I should've changed my fucking lock.
I would've made you leave your key,
If I had known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me.

Oh now go...
Walk out the door!
Just turn around!
Now, you're not welcome anymore.
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh not I...
I will survive, yeah.
As long as I know how to love, I know I'll be alive.
I've got all my life to live.
I've got all my love to give
I will survive.
I will survive.
Yeah yeah..

It took all the strength I had,
Just not to fall apart.
I'm trying hard to mend the pieces
Of my broken heart.
And I spent oh so many nights,
Just feeling sorry for myself.
I used to cry.
But now I hold my head up high.

And you see me
With somebody new.
I'm not that stupid little person still in love with you.
And so you thought you'd just drop by
And you expect me to be free.
But now I'm saving all my loving
For someone who's loving me.

Oh now go,
Walk out the door!
Just turn around!
Now, you're not welcome anymore.
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh not I..
I will survive, yeah.
As long as I know how to love, I know I'll be alive.
I've got all my live to live.
I've got all my love to give.
I will survive.
I will survive.
Yeah yeah...

p/s: tp ni bukan Gloria Gaynor version...it is from a group named CAKE...delicious~~~

Gay Day

before i end up the EEF class this morning...i heard some of them making fun about gay...after that,in SF class...Ismail teasing Zulhilmi (or vice versa) with,"eee gay!"...hah...another gay??!!?...2 "gay"s in a day...suddenly, i remember arjuna once told me that gay is not what we think it is...so,from the trusted source, GAY is:

GAY = girang; riang; ria; meriah; warna yang benderang atau garang. bernafsu sesama jenis; homoseks;

GAYNESS = kegirangan; keriangan; keriaan; kemeriahan.

everyone,use the word wisely!!!

kentalkah aku???

smalam, hati & tangan aku bergaduh besar...hati kate, bgtau je dia psal ni...tangan plak x nk buat...penat gak otak aku leraikan dorg nih...akhirnya, tangan mengalah...ikut ckp hati...bgtau dia...after telling him not everything psal perkara sebenar...nk tau x, it end up like this:

him : ape2 jela
him : malas la nak layan awk mcm ni
him : boleh fed up tau
him : bye

bammn!!!mcm kene hempas ngan pintu kat muke ni...memule still nk pertahankan diri...pastu aku sedar aku salah...he serve u right...!!!cam biase la, when it is connected to him...aku x kental lg...mula la nk nangis je...fikir macam2...bile sume ni nk berakhir...??!!?

dear blog, tq sbb sudi "dengar" cite aku...ko je tmpt aku luahkan perasaan...sekali lg, tangan tewas kpd hati...hati suh cite kt blog...tangan ikut je...otak plak xleh nk wat ape2, ngah serabut...

PRINCIPLES of LIFE...

"never break 4 things in life;
TRUST+PROMISE+RELATIONSHIP and HEART..
because when they BREAK,
they won't make a noise..but PAINS a lot.."

Campus Life

i always wonder...camni ke dulu aku blaja???looking at the students yg dtg lmbat ke klas...smpat plak singgah koperasi...g tandas la, nk btulkan rambut la...pastu masuk klas x bwk buku...aduh...!!!tetibe hangin je 1 badan...walaupun lecturer korg ni sgt relax air mukanye, tp dia memikul tanggungjawab yg BESAR tau x...

korg pn tau...dlm klas sy, u can do almost everything...mkn jajan, minum air kotak...xpe2, buat la...asalkan korg selesa & beri sepenuh tumpuan in my class...xsusah pn...dengar, bg respon, ulangkaji...sng kan??? sy phm klu jadual korg sgt full...tp kan, tu la life seorg pelajar...assignments + projects + quizzes + exams = full package...sgt menarik!!!

jadikan blaja tu sesuatu sy sgt enjoy...bygkan mcm tgk drama bersiri, ur lecturer sbg pelakon utama, korg plak pelakon tambahan...setiap mggu episod lain2...gembira bile keje dh siap, terkejut bile ade quiz, geram bile x phm, takut bile dpt result & sedih bile lecturer korg tgglkan klas..."miss rai...we want more..."...huhuhu...=P

skang ni...korg nikmatilah setiap saat ur life as a student...bile dh keje nnt, sure lain sgt environmentnye...blaja bersungguh2...skor for the best pointer...so xyah la byr hutang MARA byk2...dan yg paling penting, utk ms dpn korg gak...make ur certificate worth eh...try your best...academic first...yeah!!!

fuh...

i need the most sticky gum, maybe the longest rope or a big garbage bag...just to put it back together...my soul is everywhere...i don't need help this time...i search it, i pick it up...all by myself...but, u know what...it is hard...!!!

Cry by Mandy Moore

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended so soon (yeah)

You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark grey sky
I was changed

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry (cry)
The moment that I saw you cry

It was late in September
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure

You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark grey sky
I was changed

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything... allright

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
In places no one will find

(In places no one will find)
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
(forever was in your eyes)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

Baby Cry!
The moment that I saw you cry
Oh no no I think I saw you cry
The moment I saw you cry (fade out)
I wanted to know you I wanted to know you
I wanted to know you

p/s: lagu ni antara lagu yg ade dlm cite A Walk To Remember...suke~~~

Tag from DYANA

menurut dyana...i have to point out 5 romantic movies that i would love to share with my loved ones...emh...these are the movies:

1. A Walk to Remember
the best romantic movie ever...!!!but at the end...the heroin passed away...sbb kanser klu x silap...antara part paling best, ms lelaki ni berada di 2 tempat pd ms yg same...bijak2...pastu ms dorg picnic mlm2 nk tgk lgit,pn best gak...2 thumbs up~~~

2. Nang Nak
filem seram yg agak romantic kot...huhu...menceritakan ttg cinta yg mendalam seorg wanita bernama Nak & suaminye, Maak...she dies during childbirth...but her spirit, in the form of a ghost, lives on & haunts her husband...nk wat camne kn...syg punye pasal...layan~~~

3. Devdas
gandingan yg sweet antara Shah Rukh Khan & Aishwarya Rai...jln cite yg menarik & yg paling penting x typical mcm bollywood movie yg lain...lagu2 pn best...suke movie ni...wee~~~

4. Titanic
ms cite ni kuar, i'm in standard 5 kot...xminat nk tgk pn...3 jam tuh...boleh mati kebosanan...tp bile umur dh semakin bertambah, minat nk tgk cite ni...mmg best...sbenanye nk cite psal sejarah kapal mewah ni...tp percintaan mrk menjadi topik utama...smbil2 melyn perasaan, blaja sejarah gak...menarik kan...love this movie too~~~

5. Tarzan
suke yg version melayu sbb lebih faham & touching...huhu...yg menarik bg sy ttg movie ni, wlupun Tarzan ni sgt kolot, Jane tetap fall in love gak...ntah la ek...cinta tu buta...btul ke???mgkin si Jane ni rase selamat ngan Tarzan kot...terima je Tarzan ni seadanye...apepun, enjoy~~~

p/s: sukekan wanita2 yg berani mempertahankan haknye & tau ape yg dingini...rai, be strong...!!!

5 years

5 tahun lps, pd tarikh yg same...16/02/2004 & hari yg same jugak iaitu Isnin...i'm on my way to Kem Teluk Sari, Mersing...watpe kat sane???hah...PLKN la...sy merupakan antara kumpulan terawal yg menyertai program ni...pembuka sejarah...(wah, historic nye)...perasaan???biase je...dpt pn ok...xdpt pn xpe...mak & ayah yg excited...g bli newspaper nk cek name sy...mgkin ms tu bnda ni baru lg, 1 fenomena terbesar Malaysia...skang ni dh x heran...stakat ni dlm family, sy sorg je terjebak dlm PLKN...hasilnye???lihat la sy skang...membesar dgn sihat...(ape kaitan???)...apepn, program ni mmg best...enjoy sambil belajar dr setiap modul yg dijalankan...program ni mengambil masa selama 3bulan...02/05/2004 merupakan hari last...majlis penutup diadakan di UTM skudai...huh, perasaan yg x dpt digambarkan...gembira sgt nk balik umah...tu je kot psal PLKN nih...klu nk cite secara detail...xlarat la plak...cite 3bulan...ish, mesti berjela2...hehe...till next post...daa~~~

Arjuna

walaupun kite x serupa...tp sy syg awk sgt byk...!!!

time...please stop...!!!

alangkah bagusnye klu ms boleh dihentikan, diundur & dilajukan sesuke hati...ape yg korg nk wat klu korg ade kuasa camtu...meh la kongsi cite fantasi korg...

my signature...!!!

bloggers...tgk ni...:

cantik x??? or yg ni...

or yg ni...

aku dh ade myvi...!!!

dikeheningan mlm yg dh nk pg...aku dikejutkan dgn "buzz" dr a long-lost fren...diawal perbualan, cam biase la...tnye kabar and so on...pastu smpi 1 ketika...dia tnye camni...:

*i***: ko dh ade kete x?
aku_yg _baik: aku dh ade myvi...!!!<--nada ceria
*i***: berlagaknye ko nih
*i***: sejak abis blaja,jrg ym ngan aku
*i***: ye la, wanita berjaya la katekan

(dlm hati aku dh berkate2, minah ni sj je cari pasal ngan aku...klu dilayan, smpi buln dpn pn belum tentu habis...sblum aku bertindak kurg sopan...maka aku pn reply la)

aku_yg_baik: weh...aku dh ngantok ni...
aku_yg_baik: sok layu plak nk mengajar...
aku_yg_baik: wanita berjaya mcm aku mst jaga prestasi...xnk sangap plak dlm klas nnt...
*i***: yela2
*i***: aku faham
*i***: aku ni sape la kan

(hah...tau pn...ape lg...blah la...!!!)

aku_yg_baik: sori weh...
aku_yg_baik: lain kali je continue...
aku_yg_baik: syg ko!!!
aku_yg_baik:nite...
*i***: nite rai
*i***: syg ko gak

(terharu la plak...ko syg aku ek???)

berlagak sgt ke kenyataan di atas???dh ko tnye, aku pn jwb la...camne lg ko nk aku jwb soalan ko tu!!!maaf sgt...xde niat pn nk lupekan ko...ko tu yg mcm chipsmore...pastu invisible memanjang...mane la aku tau ko on9 ke x...learn from a lesson ek kwn...!!!

bosan...

tau x...sy sgt bosan skang ni...ape yg sy lakukan...???bc archive kt ym...huhu...gelak sorg2 je...pastu lyn youtube, tgk review LG Cookie KP500...smart seh hp ni...ini serius...!!!
k la...nk g gosok baju...pastu nk tido...sok got classes to teach...nite everyone...nite arjuna...zZZZzzzZZZzzz~~~

The Merciful Whipped Nine Tails

• walaupun nama beliau tidak menyenangkan, tp inilah hasil dr The Hero Factory...cantikkan...???huhu...dan sopan juga...
• keupayaan beliau utk melibaskan cemeti itu ngan tangkas dan pantas membuatkan beliau digeruni oleh musuh2nya...pasti berbirat badan musuh2 beliau apabila terkena libasan cemeti itu...
• selain tu...beliau ni boleh "membebel" tanpa henti maka musuh2 beliau akan meluat lalu tak jadi nk bertarung...
• selendang kat belakang tuh digunakan utk menepis darah2 musuh beliau, mane la tau ade HIV ke...ish, mintak dijauhkan...
• beliau juga mempunyai beg serbaguna yg ala2 kantung doraemon di pinggangnya...sebut je ape yg dikehendaki...macam2 ada...
• selain kuat, tangkas dan pantas...beliau juga sgt baik hati...amacam...ade bran ke nk lwn ngan beliau...???

let's sing along...=)

Love Story by Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there... on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; You were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, "Please, don't go."

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say 'Yes.'"

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, "Please, don't go,"

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say 'Yes.'"

"Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby just say 'Yes.'"

Oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
"Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think."

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story, baby just say 'yes.'"

Oh, oh.

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you...

p/s: i love this song much...!!!

H.O.R.M.A.T

dlm hidup ni, ade byk jenis org...mcm2 perangai...pelbagai peringkat umur...menjadi lumrah kehidupan bahawa manusia dibezakan dgn latarbelakang pekerjaan/pangkat seseorg tu...bos & pekerja bawahan, pensyarah & pelajar dan mcm2 lg...tu sume duniawi, kite perlu ingt yg dtgnye kite ni dr Tuhan yg 1...kite masih hamba-Nya...xyah nk berlagak sgt...sampai masanye nnt, alam barzakh gak tmpt kite...mase tu, sume makhluk Tuhan same je...yang membezakan kite adalah amalan semasa di dunia ni ha...so people, please have respect to each other...sebesar mane pn jawatan kite, jgn sombong ngan org bawahan...to org bawahan plak, walaupn kite rapat ngan bos kite, x semestinye kite boleh amek kesempatan tau...gunakan "kerapatan" tu sbg keselesaan utk kite bekerja...bekerja ngan ikhlas, niat mesti betul...God will pay u more...=)

Tag from HAKEEM...

list 5 things that u want rite now:

red rims for my fairlady...

pink DELL laptop

iPhone 3G

shoes...lots of it...

bags...lots too...=)

p/s: ok hakeem...i've done ur tag...

Please help me...

anyone...please buy me these two cars...
NISSAN LATIO SPORT & SUZUKI SWIFT
"post" it to my house...i need it fast...
if not, i'll get insane...TQ...!!!